I have BPD. Often, I feel my emotions in very high extremes. I compare myself to feeling like a "monster" in this regard, not a morally horrible one, just... Some type of beast or creature. That these feelings could never be from someone normal, they make me something horrifying, inhuman. These feelings are always so big, too big for my body, something unholy, it feels like it could explode outward at any second, it could rip me apart.

   Poetry and webweaves have always helped me express this. It's never something I could explain rationally, but, poetic words and imagery seem to capture the feeling sometimes.

    This one is about love, as love and obsession is my biggest "monster" emotion, because of my girlfriend. As BPD tends to go, my one special person.